I find that balancing my time in my study's and attending church is like so difficult for me .
If they really understand me , why would they question me that i really don't want go church is it ?
Frankly speaking , although sometimes i might behave not seriously . But when come to serious things i do it seriously .
There are 4 important things in my life , 1st: Family 2nd: Study's 3rd: HOGC 4th: The girl i love
Although sometimes i don't really study and play a fool with my study's , im really serious about studying .
I have a very great parents , but frankly speaking i sometimes treat my mum and dad differently .
I really regretted treating them so badly .
When i was young , whenever i want anything Dad will get it for me .
But for Mum , she know what is good for me and what is bad for me . Whenever Mum give me something good , i find it not nice i don't ever bother looking at it and chuck it away at 1 side .
Father God , Change me to a better person . Only you can change me to a better person .
Last time i use to don't take things seriously during my secondary school days when i was sec 1 to sec 2 .
Everything i wanted to learn . Smoking , Glue sniffing and all those stupid stuffs .
Which in the end getting me into deep trouble .
People out there , if you really have a great parents out there who are willing to care for you . Don't treat them like dirt like i how use to treat my parents . You will regret it at the end of the day when you are doing some quiet time with yourself . You will think about the things you do in the past and by the time you think about it you want to stop it you can't even do so .
I now have know that they are many great friends that love and willing to care for me when im in trouble they are there to help me . My all these friends im referring to are not my those school friends , They are no other then my Church leader's and Friends . By right my this post suppose to be posting about how i can't manage to balance my life . But i suddenly think about my past that those things i do .